Well that was a big ol' sucked!
I am not remembering the way I should.
I feel frustrated that my skills are not where they should be, but it has been years since I seriously rode. And although I am new to driving I shouldn't be sucking this bad.
But really I had a hard time driving Corrie at a walk up a hill and in a straight line. What the hell is wrong with me?
This is not one of my positive days, obviously.
I am just feeling lonely, depressed, and clueless.
Sorry this is a sucky post.
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Edited after Breathe's comment:
I am sorry for the negative post.
It was really frustrating to walk up the hill over and over and Corrie would veer to the barn as soon as I lost my focus for a moment. She would start to trot and I guess my left hand is stronger than my right so I would inadvertently pull with that hand too hard, which was bad because she wanted to go to the left ( toward the barn) anyway. Well we would go up the hill, half way would be great, I had my focus on where we were going. Then the wind would blow my hair in my face. I'd focus on that for just a second and Corrie would veer to the left. Then I would focus so hard on her not trotting that she would veer again, then as I corrected her she's trot. Arg. Or a dog would trot by and she would want to trot. Or she I'm sure you get the idea.
It ended up being one of those things that I became hyper focused on and would try to micromanage and well that never works, then she looked drunk.
Well with personal issues and what not, I just felt overwhelmed and stressed. But tomorrow after work I am going to go out and ride again and have a great deal of success on this matter, only I will be riding.